Hello again. I'm sorry I have been
absent. The past few month have been challenging and emotionally painful.
I am not able to share about the struggle at this time, but I want to
praise God that He has been so very present through the entire time!
He has blessed me personally with a
deeper relationship with Him and the gift of His peace that passes
understanding. He has blessed my family in that my brother has come
to Jesus! It feels like my 16 year-old son has matured five years in
the past month! My business (which I asked God for His direction and
will as to what I should do to earn a living) has really taken off!
God is so good!
I am an animal lover. Cats are my
favourite. I have three cats living with me, and there are three more
that moved out with my oldest son. My brother, who lives with me, has
a dog. Each of these animals has a very distinct personality, and I can
learn from each of them. Today I will share about one of them. I will probably share about others in future posts.
SMOKEY
Smokey came to us a little
over six years ago. I used to feed my cats on our porch and stray
cats would sometimes come to take advantage of the free food. I would
shoo them away. I can't afford to feed every cat in the
neighbourhood. Smokey was one of these cats. However – there was
something different. I realized he was sick and very thin. He was so
terrified of people that he probably wasn't a stray but rather a
feral cat (a wild undomesticated cat). He was wheezing so badly
there was no way he could hunt. I live in the country and there are
plenty of small rodents to feed hundreds of cats. However, a mouse
could hear Smokey a mile away.
I started to feed him, but I had to go
back into the house, as he wouldn't come anywhere near me. Well, to
make a long story short, we ended up adopting him. It took many
months for him to let us come near him, but eventually he moved in. As an example of how little he understood our world, it took 4
years for him to learn that he could sit on the window ledge
and look out the window. Prior to that he was so scared at being
picked up that nothing registered. Now he will tolerate being picked up. He loves sitting on anyone's
lap, and can't get enough attention. He still has that wheeze and
other messy health issues, and periodically a bad cough that needs
antibiotics.
So what do I learn from Smokey? His is
a story of salvation. Like every person that comes to Christ and
finds a new life, Smokey found a new life with us. He is so grateful!
In spite of constantly being sick, he is the most playful of my cats.
He also wants to be with me all the time. He can't get enough of me.
I think of Psalm 42:
As
the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, my God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
so my soul pants for you, my God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
Do I have that attitude with
God? When I am sick, is my life still characterized by joy and
gratitude? Do I long to spend time with God? I can get annoyed at how
much Smokey wants to spend time with me. He head buts me – hard –
trying to get my attention. Can you imagine how God would feel if we
were that desperate to spend time with Him! I am often busy and don't
give Smokey the attention he so desperately wants. God is NEVER TOO
BUSY, but if He was, would I want Him so badly that He would get
annoyed?
Oh how I need to grow in my
love and appreciation for what God has given me! I have a new life
that is so much better that what I knew before! Do I really
understand salvation. Like Smokey, I was dying. Then Jesus came and
fed me with the Bread of Life – Himself. He gave me Living Water –
His Spirit. These gifts did not cost me anything, but it cost Jesus
His very life! I lack for nothing, as God meets all my needs in
Christ. I have shelter, safety and protection under the wings of the
Lord Almighty!
So, how do I show my
gratitude? How do you show your gratitude for your salvation?
Blessed
Jesus,
Wow!
There are life lessons all around us. Please open our eyes to see
them. Open our hearts to understand them. Thank you for Smokey. Thank
you for his example to me. Let each of us have that desperation to
spend time with You, just sitting in Your lap and enjoying Your
presence. May we come with gratitude, rather than a list of things we
want You to do for us. Help us to be grateful for what You have
already done on the cross. Help us to be so in love with You that if
You never gave us anything else, our gratitude would still be
overflowing. Thank You for Your incredible gift of salvation! Thank
You for loving us when we were dying and had absolutely nothing to
offer! Thank You for loving us in spite of our messy imperfections and
sins! Thank You for giving us hope and new life! Let us feast on You
and drink deeply from the Living Water that You provide! All praise
and glory and honour be to Your Holy Name. Amen!